Gods Masterpiece!

"i ask you for life and you sent your son to die for me."

i don't think people realize how big God is. i want people
to know how big He really is.
God MADE the universe. He designed it by His words and His
words alone. that same God who made the universe and is still
making galaxies and stars is the SAME God that designed you.
He created you. He ALONE created YOU!

you see we always look at nature like the mountains in Yosemite
and we say "oh look at Gods masterpiece!" or "when you see this how
could you not believe in God?!" we say that because look at the beauty of
his work and such detail he put into it by his words alone. those same words
made you. and created and designed every inch of you!
so many of us call ourselves ugly and worthless and put yourself down.
we call others the same. by saying those things do you understand you
are putting down Gods work?!
you are His masterpiece! he didn't just spend a few minutes
creating you... he started as you were in your mothers womb. he didn't finish after those
9 months. He still kept on creating you. and He is still creating you! as you keep on growing he keeps on designing you! you are valuable to Him. you are His sons and daughters!
He loves you! He loves you! He loves you!
He created you. He alone created you.
in order to love others you must love yourself first.
remember you are His work. you are His masterpiece.

"I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well.—Ps 139:14"

Trapped

Trapped is the word.

Trapped inside these thoughts

Trapped inside this anger

Trapped inside this hatred I build up inside

Break loose, break free

Trapped and abused

We were oh so young

My mom…

I thought she loved us.

Hit after hit

Name after name

Bash after bash

I thought she cared.

Break loose, break free

Trapped and abused

Why God why?!

5 years gone and passed

We broke loose, we broke free

My God set me free

No longer trapped and abused

My thoughts are renewed

My body is made whole

My heart is made new.

God my God, I trust in you

We broke loose, we broke free

By Annie Conmy

Blame it on the Rain by He is We.

You got me caught in all this mess
I guess we can Blame it on the Rain
My pain is knowing I can't have you
(I can't have you)

*Chorus*

Tell me doe she look at you the way I do
Try and understand the words you say
and the way you move
Does she Get the Same big rush
When you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush
Tell me am I crazy, am I crazy

I catch my breath
The one you took the moment you entered the room
My heart it breaks at the thought of her holding you.

*Chorus*

doe she look at you the way I do
Try and understand the words you say
and the way you move
Does she Get the Same big rush
When you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush
Tell me am I crazy,
Or is this more then a crush

Maybe im alone in this
But I find peace in solitude knowing if
I had but just one kiss this whole room would be glowing
We'd be glowing
We'd be glowing

*Chorus*

doe she look at you the way I do
Try and understand the words you say
and the way you move
Does she Get the Same big rush
When you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush
Tell me am I crazy, or is this more then a crush

*Chorus*

Tell me doe she look at you the way I do
Try and understand the words you say
and the way you move
Does she Get the Same big rush
When you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush
Tell me am I crazy, or is this more then a crush?

i want more

i want more of you God.
i can't go another day without you.
i wanna let everything go! i wanna finally forgive my mother.
it's been too long. i need you.
i need a fathers arms around me. you're holy.
take me away.

take the next step.

everytime i talk to my mom i still have that pain.

i know shes doing better.

but i still hold on to the anger.

i need to stop.

i love my mom.but whenever she calls

im always so short. it hurts me to see the way

im talking to my own mom.

i need to move on and forgive already.

its been 4 years or 5 years since the abuse.

god i need your help and only your help.

the only way i can continue trying to live out my purpose

in life is if i forgive her. im going to start calling her and

asking how her day is and be interested in her life not

just okay hurry and leave.

shes my mom.

she deserves more then her own daughter being rude.

tomorrow im going to call her. tomorrow is the start of the new me!

when i become a mom. well my goal is to become the best mom. the mom i wished for growing up.

i am going to take my kids to the zoo.

have them involved in sports.

whatever their little hearts desire.

i will never lay a single hand on my kids..

that abusive curse will not be in my family.

and i ant my kids involved in their church as much as they want.

im not going to speak death over their life.

but im going to speak life over them.

i will not tease them about the weight or

anything.

i will be as supportive as i possibly can.

love them no matter the what they did..

keep going.

lately i have felt so discouraged.

ive felt worthless.

i thought. im too young.

thats too big to accomplish.

but its all worth it at the end. i need to succeed.

i need to keep going.

i am not too young.

i am not worthless

i can accomplish what i think is impossible.

impossible is not apart of Gods' vocabulary. so it shouldnt be apart of mine.

the journey is like climbing a mountain. every couple of miles

you ask. "hello when are we getting to the top?"

"or i cant do this anymore.. "

no one ever said it's going to be short or long. or easy or hard.
but when you get higher and higher the scene becomes more beautiful.

imagine when you reach the very top. so keep going and keep going

sort of like when i climbed half dome. it felt endless.

i kept saying a cant do this. at somepoints i loved it. when you didnt have to climb.

but ohh its worth it. everytime i look at my situation i think of as half dome.

look at the view. annie just keep going. stay strong.

you can do this. dont give up. you have gone so far.

but oohh its worth it.

at that point you are glad you kept going..