Wednesday, September 9, 2009

take the next step.


everytime i talk to my mom i still have that pain.
i know shes doing better.
but i still hold on to the anger.
i need to stop.
i love my mom.but whenever she calls
im always so short. it hurts me to see the way
im talking to my own mom.
i need to move on and forgive already.
its been 4 years or 5 years since the abuse.
god i need your help and only your help.
the only way i can continue trying to live out my purpose
in life is if i forgive her. im going to start calling her and
asking how her day is and be interested in her life not
just okay hurry and leave.
shes my mom.
she deserves more then her own daughter being rude.
tomorrow im going to call her. tomorrow is the start of the new me!

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